On finding purpose — These days, when I wake up, a part of me feels as if I’m not done sleeping. So I turn around and get a few more zzz’s. In these moments, the in-between moments, I talk to the Universe. I ask a few questions. What are my next steps ? How…

Never stop dancing Every once upon a time I get these flashes, these insights. Yesterday was one of those times. I’m still processing the info, but at first glance it’s gonna be a doozy. Mostly it’s a letting go process. Letting go of all the things which prevent me from…

Floating above myself. — I am more than my physical body. And because I am more than physical matter, I can perceive that which is greater than the physical world. My energy body comes alive with sparks, spasms, shivers and goosebumps. Is it awakening ? Or am I just more aware of it ? …

I feel therefore I create — … where am I ? … am I ? … I ? … ! I … ! I am … ! I am here … I am here, where I have brought myself. I am choosing what I am not changing. … therefore … I change what I choose. My feelings and emotions trigger my thoughts and words. These in turn dictate my actions and habits. I remind myself : I am what I repeatedly do. Repeat feeling good feelings. Repeat emoting positive emotions.

And curious to discover — Fingers seem to be a trigger point. A beginning to the shift in focus. Are they bending ? It feels as though, yet I know they are unmoving. Curious … Breath slows down. A watering of the mouth. Eyes tear up a bit. Ah yes, the body dissolves, I almost…

It’s a sense-feeling — There is a watering in the mouth as I reach the state of knowing, As I create the opening, the receiving, knowing just is. I notice its presence in many ways. A settling in the muscles and body. A sense of coming home, of safety. Even the eyes tear up in gratitude. Striving dissipates … Seeking is gone … Fully here … I am one … Arriving … Present … Safe … I … …

Senses coming alive — Pfiou … Senses are on … Expanding ever more … I am more than my physical body … And yet, this physical body responds to my travels in the ethereal world. Dancing among the stars that we are, soul energies mixing as one. Theses sensations do not lie. I am the Earth and the Sky. Oh my … Oh my … I am the Earth and the Sky … Oh my … We are one, you and I … You and I … …

Then make it the right one — Choices. Which one to make ? Is there a right one ? Am I making a mistake ? Fear festers and keeps me in inaction. Self-fulfilling prophecy. I breathe deep, focus on the feeling. How do I want to feel … ? Ahhhh, yesssss. That’s it. Ease … Joy … Peace … Love … I am protected … I am safe … Just another stepping stone. A new anchor point. A ‘commpoint’, {communication point}.

I feel safe and protected — It feels more and more like a shifting of perception, as I slide into focus 10, then 12. Less and less effort. The physical body responds to this new altered state, this expanded consciousness. It shivers and spasms, kundalini awakens. I feel bliss. I moan in pleasure as the spasms abate slowly. Yes, I am safe. I feel protected. No, I am not alone in this space. I am an infant learning to walk.